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As much as I can I try to not dwell on things I can't change or influence in any way. There's kind of tasks everyone has to do and not everyone gets the pleasant ones.

I'm okay. You don't have to worry.

Just to warn you. Its kind of intense because my wings are pretty big and uh sensitive. That's embarrassing.

I think letting out the bad stuff actually makes you happier in the end.

Well. You're worth it. I can take messy.

i suppose that IS true. but still, it's something you were forced into under terrible circumstances. it's not... just. i guess that's what i'm saying. it's not just. or right.

it's supposed to be my job to worry about people, isn't it?

it's not! it's ok! you tell me what to do and i'll stick right to it. i promise. you have my word.

hm. i need to think about that. maybe i'm not very good at letting myself have an outlet.

the things you say, charming one! thanks for caring about me.

Maybe when you're in the godly realm you can find a way to change what happens to supernatural people without their say so.

I wouldn't say job. More like care for others. Look out for them.

I trust you, Dash. I know you wouldn't do anything against me. Or to hurt me.

You can talk to me if you want. It can help sometimes.

You're very easy to care about.

i'll try. you have my word. i'll find out if there's something i can do.

my duty then? i don't want to let that just... poof. you know? i should take it seriously, even if i'm still not super enthused about this prince thing.

i wouldn't, no! i want to help. so, i'm here for you.

i think i've already bent your ear a few times, haven't i? let's just say i hope i don't have to do it a lot!

that's... thank you. that's a kind thing to say.

Think of the positive change you can make if given the chance to. Rather than focusing on all the things that will change.

Sometimes change can be good. You can end up with something amazing.

We can try and see what happens.

I don't mind. Talk to me anytime you want to and about anything.

Did I fluster you, Dash?

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positive thinking, right!

i tend to think we're always on a path to something more amazing. or can be, if we try.

anytime you want. i'm all yours! so to speak.

even silly things?? because i can talk about a lot!! of silly things. sooo many. i basically wrote the book on silly.

maybe a little! in a nice way, though! is that what you were trying to do??

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As long as that thinking isn't masking other things!

Do you think your path is somewhere amazing so far?

Maybe if this night goes well for you,
we can celebrate with wings.

Actual wings.

I accept the silly things, yes.

Actually no. But that's cute that's what happened.

hm, right. i guess you have to do a lot of self-reflection in that case, huh? or know to check in with yourself to see if that's what's happening.

i think so! sometimes it's hard or weird or maybe not quite what i thought it would be, but i think overall? it must be headed somewhere amazing. i keep learning new things, after all. and that can only make life better, right?

i'd like that. i mean, more than anything, i'd like it to go well for YOU. but if we can celebrate, then i'm doubly for it!

oh, good. phew. i was worried for a second! some people don't like two in the morning texts about which pasta has the funniest shape or when you should hit your upper limit on number of pizza toppings on a pizza.

if you think it's cute, then i'm content!

Self reflection can be a little hard sometimes, especially if there are things you don't want to admit to.

Positive outlook activated! But I think great things are in store for you.

I mean we will find out huh? I've never shifted in front of anyone so I'm sorry if it makes you feel anything.

I promise I won't sing!

You can always text me. Those are important questions.

I do. Very, very cute.

sadly, that's probably the time we need it most, hm? it's a conundrum...

really? that's nice of you! i'll absorb some of your good thoughts, if that's ok!!

don't worry about me. this is to help you! first and foremost. i'm not rambo or anything, but i'm tough in certain ways!

so just worry about you, all right? and i'm not going to get worked up at allll.

i thought you might think so. which is why i definitely will text you with my important 2am questions!

that's you, sir.

Maybe we can help each other with it!

What if that's an ability? Absorbing thoughts and feelings.

Not rambo. I actually get that and you're so cute.

I'm offended! Not worked up at all! What kind of siren am I?

I look forward to it.

Nope. Always you.

oh, that's a good idea! would that be all right?

oh, huh. that'd be an interesting one... it could go well. or very poorly, i guess, depending.

where? what did i say that was cute? there wasn't anything!

you're the kind who charms me and makes me smile, that's what.

me too, actually! now i'm curious to hear some of your insights!

hmm. i just don't know! maybe we're both cute!

Okay, by this point you should know that's going to be a yes. You can always talk to me.

Not something I can do, don't worry.

You compared yourself to Rambo.

That's sweet but still! The wings are supposed to be sexy but maybe not black ones.

Sigh.

You'll see soon enough I bet.

I guess I'll accept that.

be careful. i'll take that literally! i'm not joking about 2-in-the-morning texts. i get weird ideas at all hours.

i'd share my thoughts with you! i mean, i know that's what i'm doing now, but if you DID have that ability, i wouldn't mind.

some people would say that's DEFINITELY really UNcute.

well, wings aside, black is typically considered a pretty sexy color. that said, it's not because of something like that... that you're sexy, i mean. that isn't what makes you sexy or not.

i'll be waiting for it!

and yes, victory! we're both cute! that's the final word. ✌️

Dash. Bring it on. Anything and everything, I mean it. I'm open to hearing it.

You might be too sweet for your own good, you know.

They don't know what's cute.

Wait a minute. Are you calling me sexy? Oh Dash this is so unexpected.

Just know you still edge me out.

ok, then that goes for you too! anything. everything. if you get an idea for a cute cupcake at 3am, i wanna know!

how can someone be too sweet? isn't there no such thing?

i do like the way you think! and i like your idea of cute, even if i'm still not sure i should get credit for that silly comment.

is it REALLY unexpected? really, really? i feel like maybe i implied as much before... but maybe i'm not working hard enough! oh no... should i be more overt??

hmmm, not sure! you have those dimples.

Dash, you have no idea what you're getting into. I get the best recipes ideas at like 3am. Sometimes crochet ideas too.

I don't think I mentioned I like that before. I'm even cooler now huh?

Too sweet if people can take advantage of it. You're very gentle and an open person. That can be a dangerous combination sometimes.

Trust me, it's very cute. You're the absolute cutest.

Oh.

I don't always get subtle very well.

Or at all.

I think you're sexy too. Just so you know.

Dimples pale in comparison to your bright scrunchy face smiles!

ooh, crochet? i'd love to hear about that! recipes too! tell me everything!

my text alert tone is a frog ribbiting, so i suggest you make that frog sing!!

ah, i see what you mean, i think. i've always heard people say that a lot, but i've been lucky enough that i haven't experienced it firsthand. sometimes i kind of wonder if that's not why i can be the way i am.

you're the cutest! gee, sungmin!

i'll be more overt. i think you're very sexy and cute.

and i think it's sweet you like my smile, charming flirt.

okay, i will use you like a living journal sometimes.

a frog ribbiting is your text alert. i can't even believe.

just be careful still. not everyone is sweet,
you know or good hearted.

shhh, that's you.

usually, you can't be both.

i am just speaking the truth, cutie.

i'll happily be your journal! i'll document alllll your interesting adventures, how's that sound?

it's true! i know it's silly, but it sounds really funny if someone texts me a bunch in a row.

i try to keep that in mind. it might be tough, but i'll try.

if it's true you can't be cute and sexy at once, then you must be pretty extraordinary, hmmm?

if it makes you happy, then you should keep on doing that! it'd be rude of me to try and stop you!

adventures that you're apart of, of course.

i will text you multiple times in a row then. i want to make mine something.

something i will always help you with if i can.

damn. that was so smooth. you would know since you invented it.

i think you like the compliments too.

these sound like fun adventures. i can't wait to go on them!

hmm. what's your favorite animal?

thank you, sungmin. you're very thoughtful of me.

as if that wasn't smooth too, mister! wow, you're making me red.

it'd be a lie to say i don't. i don't want to be falsely modest or something like that.

I really can't wait for them all.

Dolphins but penguin are a close second. 🐧 are frogs your favorite?

You deserve it, Dash.

I feel very accomplished by that. A constant goal.

Good. I mean genuine compliments are like a game changer.

they'll be exciting if they happen at 3am and involve crocheting and baking!

oh, good ones! i don't know what my favorite is. i like weird animals. things you'd see on nature shows. like birds of paradise and sloths and armadillos.

do i? that's a really kind thing to say to someone!

one you're really good at achieving! constantly!

they are. this is why i say you're charming, hm? well, ONE reason.

can you do crochet? i think i forgot to ask if you could cook.

sloths! i watch animal documentaries all the time. and docs in general.

you really do.

are there a lot of reasons?

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