i've let people say some unkind things and not really stood up for myself.
you're not the only one. but i don't know if 'too quickly' is really... well, how can you measure that? too quickly for one person might not be for the next. i don't think it means something's wrong. especially not with YOU.
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i'm sure i don't know what smirk you're even talking about, sungmin!
no, wait! do you want to talk now? i'm... i'm ok to talk now. about this.
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I'm sure I might have photo evidence.
It's okay! We can wait and just keep going like this.
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whaaat? where'd you find something like that, huh?
if it's all right with you. i like what we have, whatever we call it. it's good.
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You must not be aware how much you smirk at me.
I like it too. I guess I was just trying to check if this is a just us or something.
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surely i smile more than i smirk!
oh! oh... like that. i see. do you want that?
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It's nearly 50/50 at this point.
I mean well do you want that?
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50/50! wowww.
i'm pretty, um. monogamous. if that's what you mean.
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You even drunk smirked at me.
Okay. Yes. That's all I wanted.
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oh no, did i really do that? i'm suuuuch a lightweight.
oh! you did? i mean, do? so...
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You're so cute though.
I mean I'm the same way.
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oh no. what else did i do???
i sort of thought so. or maybe i just assumed? maybe i hoped so. anyway, i didn't feel really anxious about it.
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You had one and a half beers, Dashy, and were so tipsy.
Usually people say that and are more anxious than they are admitting.
It's only you. You're plenty.
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gee, how embarrassing. did i say anything silly?
i think i trusted that we'd get to this point and talk about it. and it didn't make me nervous.
you too. you're more than enough.
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Let me think here.
I think I like how comfortable but confident you are.
More butterflies.
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oh, i did, didn't i? i said something silly.
well, you make me feel comfortable. and i like you! why would i be scared of us talking about that?
how many butterflies do you think there are?
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It was cute.
Some are still afraid of it regardless.
It feels like at least a 100.
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i have to think that pretty much anything silly would sound cute to you! would it have sounded cute to anyone else? or would it just be goofy?
i've been afraid in the past. of what people wanted or didn't want or because i didn't know what they wanted. i guess i feel at ease with you!
oh, at least! surely, at least a hundred.
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It would have been cute to all!
I understand that. It can also be scary to put yourself out there.
To start with. More are coming in.
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it's hard to accept that, because i think you might be a little biased, but i'll try!!
that's true. someone might not feel the way you do or they might not understand your feelings...
they never seem to stop, do they? it's like a butterfly parade!
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Everyone should accept your cuteness.
Or it's less to them than you.
Butterflies on parade or world tour.
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i'm pretty sure your vision of me is kind of unique!
that's a painful experience. from what i know.
those butterflies must be racking up a lot of frequent flier miles!
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I don't think you see yourself the way others do.
Incredibly painful.
Giving them more space to flap around.
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i guess i rely on what people say. some are kinder than others?
it's something you've experienced?
and then they multiply more, don't they?! they're sneaky like that.
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People say mean things to you?
Yes, more than a few times. I guess I get feelings too quickly.
Yes! Followed by a wider smile.
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i've let people say some unkind things and not really stood up for myself.
you're not the only one. but i don't know if 'too quickly' is really... well, how can you measure that? too quickly for one person might not be for the next. i don't think it means something's wrong. especially not with YOU.
dimples!!!
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