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you're cuter than me. That's just law.

What did you only like once?

I might be becoming a pro. You give me a lot of opportunities.

Sweatpants would do it for you?

Your heart is one of a kind, Dashy.

law?? whose law? i'd like to see about amending it!

i know you won't laugh at me for saying this, so i'll tell you! i let someone tie me up once... and it wasn't a bad experience or anything, but i'm really not sure i'd do it again...

as selfish as it sounds, i'm actually really glad about that, because i like it a lot. that's probably conceited of me, isn't it?

oh yes, most definitely! if they sit a little low on your waist and sometimes there's a tiny peek at your hips? that's really a lovely sight.

i think yours is too, you know. you're... gentle.

The law of the universe, of course.

Not a fan of bondage. I'll keep it in mind. I uh had someone paddle me once and I wasn't a fan.

Let me go look through my collection of sweatpants.

I find you gentle and compassionate.

the universe says i'm cute?

i'll remember that. sometimes i think maybe certain things only work with certain people, but i don't know! it's also fair just to say you don't want to do something, right? so i guess i would say i'd prefer not to be restrained like that again. i don't think i could hit someone i was with either, honestly.

collection? meaning multiple pairs?? whew, i'm in trouble!

you say things that make me blush so much.

Yes so now you know how serious your cuteness is.

I mean sometimes things change person to person but certain things just stay a no. I can't picture you using a paddle. With the bondage, I'd prefer you touching me anyway.

I have a lot. All colors!

I like making you blush .

hm, when you put it that way, it sounds pretty serious! i need to think more on this.

i think with the right person, you'll talk these things out. oh, like we are now! i like your thoughts, you know. i'm glad we're on the same page about hitting. it's just really not in my dna or something. i'm glad about the other thing you said too. that's nice to think about.

ok, how many colors exactly? do you know?

i get the feeling you won't stop anytime soon!

Yes, think about your cuteness.

It is very important to talk about likes, dislikes and limits! Intimacy is supposed to feel good. I like the thought very much.

Black, grey, pink, yellow, red, green, blue, white and orange.

Not when I know you like it.

you're doing that thing again.

it should be safe, too, right? it means being really vulnerable and possibly maybe opening yourself up to being embarrassed or unsure with someone until you figure things out. so it's good if that feels safe! i hope that it does here.

wow! that's a whole rainbow and then some. well. no purple. i'll have to remember that...

can you really blame me? you do all these really wonderful things and that's why i react this way.

what thing is that?

Oh yes, safe is very important, especially when you're figuring things out and exposing what you like.

Are you going to get me purple?

You deserve it and I like how you react.

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making me fall for you more.

yeah, it can be a really uncertain thing. and sort of scary! but i think it makes it even nicer when you realize you really ARE comfortable with someone!

maaaaybe? i might've thought about it just now!

i like how sweet you are. i like you period, sungmin. an awful lot.

good because i'm falling for you too.

i think feeling comfortable with someone is the nicest thing of all. it connects you to them and the world too.

you don't have to, you know!

i like you so much.

we're falling together then?

that's how i see it too. it helps you feel safe. and if you're safe, you can be at peace. that's important.

i want to! i really, really want to. i'd like to.

so, so much?

yes, i've never had an instance i'm falling with someone before.

peace is also a new feeling.

two really. that's serious.

so so so so much.

it's nice to be in good company, right? and in sync, too.

really? i hope you feel it so much more, sungmin. so much.

yes!! it was a double-really situation.

so so so so soooo much?

i really like the in sync feeling.

do you feel it a lot?

yes! the most so that you can give!

me too. it makes me feel... steady.

i think i do. i don't think i feel the opposite of it a lot, if that makes sense?

oh wow, that much??

i feel steady too. i like it.

i'm glad because unease isn't pleasant.

that much and more.

it's like our emotional muscles are really strong!!

no, it's not. it's hard to deal with that feeling, i think. i have a hard time with it.

and more? wow, i'm overwhelmed! in a good way.

emotional strength! 💪

sometimes it pushes you. motivates you.

as long as it's good!

we're giving them an emotional workout?

right. it's sometimes hard to want to change if things are comfortable, even if that "comfortable" place isn't the best one for you.

oh, it's more than good. it's great. it's awesome! it's... amazing. like you.

we really are.

comfortable can sometimes hold you back.

all those words are for you too.

we're not gonna stop, are we?

it's hard. you can mistake comfortable for safe. i don't think it's bad to be safe, do you?

and once again, you've got me blushing, charming flirt.

not for a second.

Safe isn't had it it doesn't prevent you from things.

As I wanted, cutie smiles.

i didn't think so. is it just me, or do we never run out of stamina for this?

right. it's only bad if it's a cage, not a shelter?

i'll be sure to keep telling you every time you do it!

we can go for a really long time.

exactly, if the comfort keeps you caged in then it's not good.

sometimes you make me blush too.

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